little honey h,

I see you!

All of your sweet tenderness and innocence and light, and also the fears you hold about being dropped and forgotten. 

Like when you were the last kid to be picked up in preschool, cuz your mom had to work late and it was dark out, and you were always afraid that she wasn’t going to come, especially after your dad died. That must have been very scary and hard when you were so small and fragile.  

I’m letting you know now though, and as many times as you need to hear it, that you will never be dropped or forgotten by me, the big Me, the higher self me who has unconditionally GOT YOU. 

Especially when you feel scared… that is when you can count on me the most to show up and make sure that you are being soothed and comforted through those old fears. Those fears are just showing up to be greeted and tended to with our love. That’s how they are healing, you see?  

I adore how generous you are with giving your heart’s trust to people you feel drawn to, and am also watching the words and actions of those you find yourself involved with, and will do what needs to be done to keep you safe if you find yourself in a situation where you are not feeling valued and cared for.

Remember, I GOT YOU, and will advocate for you, and if needed, remove you from dynamics that aren’t a reflection of your light and worth. I will do this with care for the other (I know that matters to you) through honest communication whenever possible, and will give you the space you need to process the loss or change if it comes to that, and then will build you back up to trust again.

XO,

Higher Self H